Finding Faith in the Face of Manifesting Material Fears

Wednesday May 12, 2021

Today the 22nd degree of Taurus gets highlighted as Venus meets Lilith here and receives a sextile from Neptune in Pisces at 22*. Let’s look at the Sabian symbols for clues as to how this important interaction may play out.

Venus and Lilith 22* Taurus
Taurus 23
A JEWELRY SHOP FILLED WITH THE MOST MAGNIFICENT JEWELS
This Symbol points to an abundance of beauty, talent, riches or potentiality. This degree brings the message of admiring the achievements of others whilst also allowing yours to be recognized and admired as well. Realize that what you need is either at hand or soon will be. Also, something you create can last way beyond your own years. Believing in yourself and those around you can bring a wonderful sense of reward and fulfillment. Try wearing special jewelry to remind you of your self-worth, talent, ability and beauty. Great talent, wealth, rewards and gifts within. Materialization of perfection or superficial looks. Jewelry, stones, gold, silver. Shops, especially those that have beautiful displays.
The Caution: Wanting more than one’s share of rewards, even if there is plenty to share. Things for looking at, not touching. Being jealous of other’s success. Pilfering.

Neptune 22* Pisces
Pisces 23
A ‘MATERIALIZING MEDIUM’ GIVING A SÉANCE
This shows the ability, or the need, to pick up subtle energies and psychic clues in the environment. The “Materializing Medium” can receive radiations, frequencies or vibrations that cannot easily be sensed by most people. You may be experiencing a surprising sensitivity and awareness to spiritual forces and energies. This can cause confusion, other times enlightenment. Sit with any new impressions until you understand their authenticity or depth. Sometimes there is a need to free ‘stuck’ or earthbound entities. This can show someone who can “Materialize” things; make things happen just by thinking about or concentrating on them. Spiritual channeling. Seeing things ahead of time. Giving voice to spirit. Messages from the other side. Tarot readings, clairvoyance and clairsentience. Manifesting.
The Caution: False fronts or performances. Making things up. Using mind control to get a desired outcome. Weird energies or people. Quacks. Imposters. Fakes. Delusional.


Wow this is a really potent combination of rulers to bring these degree energies together today. The phrase that comes to mind is “finding faith in the face of manifesting material fears”.

With Venus on her home turf of values, desires and material worth, this sector of life is certainly stimulated. Our primary activities this season have been about revaluation of our personal habits and coming into greater behavioral integrity with our goals which we set about in Aries season. This can be about our self worth in relationship to the sacred other, or about taking care of the physical form so we can better do the work of our divine purpose.

Lilith serves as an expression of challenge and terror that our needs will not be met, that our fate is doomed, that we will never achieve the dream we’ve set our sights on. Our fears only serve to reveal our true values. What we are afraid of losing is what we most love. What we fear we’ll never gain shows us our heart’s deepest longings. Maybe we are afraid to ask for what we need, afraid that we aren’t worth what we feel we ‘should be’ in order to have our dreams come true. With these 3 colliding at this 22nd degree today, albeit briefly, the possibility of actually facing our fears in manifest form is quite real. We can run and we can hide, but ultimately the way through this scary territory is to conquer fear with bold, direct confrontation that declares a faith in something stronger than what we as mere mortals may possess.

Divinely placed, Neptune seems to have been set here precisely for God’s timing. This is the super-natural support we would request if we only knew what to ask for. Now that we see he is helping us here, we can more fully embrace this offering which will help us navigate the incredible test. Neptune, King of Dreams who helps manifest the spiritual into the real, extends his trident (the holy trinity implied herein) to bless us through this terrifying scenario.

It’s easy to listen to the self doubts that arise in the face of harsh criticism or external tribulations, but the real feat is to face the fear with faith and remember that we are held in the arms of the Divine no matter who we are, or how we’re showing up in or lives, or in the lives of others. Ultimately it’s not about getting spiritual reassurances or miraculous solutions, it’s only about finding faith.

The invitation isn’t to “take up arms against a sea of troubles and by opposing end them”. Mars in Cancer at 5* is in no shape to pick a fight or defend himself against the onslaught. No, for now, we rest, we take stock, we silently assess the situation. But more than mind, we need more than ever to let go of the what ifs and why nots in order to hold space for the still silent voice arising from within. Once the core of the self is rooted and connected in divine communion, we can trust that spirit’s guidance will arrive for us, both calmly and timely.

We rest in the Knowing that our path has brought us to this moment for a reckoning and that through its lessons we can emerge stronger, smarter, with a deeper sense of understanding, and above all the confirmation that our faith in the unseen hand that guides us has not been misplaced.

Today’s prayer: Lord God, please grant me the courage to boldly proclaim my faith in you and in your promise that I am divinely loved, cared for, and all my needs will be met so that I may serve your highest purpose for me in this life. Help me lay my fears to rest so that I can serve without burden. Grant me patience, strength of will, and above all, faith, so that I may walk with steadfast gait toward the table you have laid before me. With great gratitude for your blessings, seen and unseen, I humbly receive all that you have prepared for me, and offer obeisance and gracious thanks. Amen.

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